Kamis, 02 Juni 2011

Day of Tears... T.T

hmmmmm... pagi ini blh dibilang pagi yg cerah... tp itu gak brguna buat guee... gue abs dimarahin ma nyokap kalo gak blh spedaan... padahal gue udh janjian ma dy *maaf kalo ak curhat skrg.* Gimana gak sebel ak sama mamaku??????????? jengkel banget lah pastinyaa... lngsung nangis ak *bneraan! sumpah* Dasar, kdang" ortu emg nyebelin, gatau ap yg diinginkan anak... kan beda jaman ortu ma anak skarang... pkoknyaaa

aku jengkel ma ortu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku jengkel ma ortu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku jengkel ma ortu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jgan nindas anak donkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gile luu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gak tau ya??????????? anak butuh kasih sayang, bukan caci makian... sayangnya, mungkin kasih ibu gak kerasa di gue.... tiap hari, bhkan tiap jam gue dimarahiiiinnn trusss.... OK kalo kalian blg "gue nggak tuh", "kasian deh lu", ato apapun... tapi mnurut gue, ortu gue beda dari yg laen... knapa? karna slalu marahin aku... slalu caci maki ak... slalu fitnah ak... bisa dibilang ini KDRT dlm bntuk mental!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOYYY,,, BUAT ORTU" SKALIAN, TRUTAMA BUAT ORTU GUE... GUE TEKANKAN.... PIKIRIN NASIB ANAK" LOE PADA BUAT MASA DEPAN!!!!!!!!! KHUSUSNYA BUAT YANG SUKA NGE-KDRT ANAKNYEE...... BUKAN NYA KITA" GA SAYANG MA ORTU, TAPI KESABARAN KITA JG ADA, ADA BATASNYA.... ANAK ITU ANUGRAH, BUKAN BARANG YANG DIBUANG" KAYAK HANSAPLAST!!!!! GAK USAH NINDAS ANAK!!!!!!!! KARNA GUE JUGA NGALAMIN ITU!!!!!
 
gue nangis terus"an dikamar, bhkan nge-post ini juga... tp mau gmana lagi????? gpp kan gue nangis, karna gue pny air mata yg cuma"... anjiiirrr.... masak gak blh spedaaan???? coba pikir deh... spedaan kan olahraga, ya kan??????????????? bikin badan sehat, masa gak dibolehiiin hah???????????? gilee bangetttt... anak itu pny hak yaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! inget itu buat bokap n nyokap gueee!!!!!!!! iiya mrka ortu gue, tp gak ussah nindass, goblok!!!!! *maaf, kebawa emosi.* Lo kira gue apa, bapak ibu saya yg tersayangg??? bonekaaa????? gile looo... dasar orangtua... bikin emosiii aja... ckckckckckckck >.<
 
(bukti orangtua emg bikin emosii!!!!!!)
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  1. selene30 Juli 2025 pukul 18.21

    i know this post was from so long ago, but i still want to hug that younger version of you so tight... you didn’t deserve to feel so unheard and unseen like that. you were so young, but already carrying feelings way too heavy for your age :(

    sometimes it’s not about the bike, right? it’s about the freedom, the little things that made you feel alive, and how it hurt when even that was taken away. and honestly? you had every right to feel what you felt.

    i’m proud of you for surviving that kind of emotional weight, for still having the strength to speak up even in a blog post. i wish someone had listened back then. thank you for writing this, even when it hurt.
    the younger you deserved so much more kindness… and i hope you know that now, you’re deeply loved and seen 🀍

    BalasHapus

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